Charles and I just before his Christmas Party...
Bella's Christmas Day
Bella's First Christmas Outfit
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas!
Charles and I just before his Christmas Party...Bella's Christmas DayBella's First Christmas Outfit
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Dec 21
Had a check-up today. 3 cm dilated, 40% effaced.
Really trying to stay positive and not feel sorry for myself.
Feels like broken glass between all the bony prominences of my hips and pelvis.
Really trying to stay positive and not feel sorry for myself.
Feels like broken glass between all the bony prominences of my hips and pelvis.
The Infamous Dec. 18th
Dec. 18th:
Oh, what a day. We got up early with high ambitions of finishing our Christmas shopping - and lo' and behold, we actually did make it out of the house before noon on a Saturday. The day started out with an open house at Charles' competitor's new emergency department. Bella got to see Santa, have her picture with Rudolph, decorate cookies, have her face painted, and enjoy the festive merriment. Charles got to check out the competitors and mix-n-mingle with all those suits. From there, we dared to head downtown in the name of Cougar Gold Cheese...which is like gold around here. We snapped up several at the WSU store, along with new gear for Bella and baby or course. Lunch in the food court, followed by scrumptious Mrs. Field's chocolate chip cookies and the Hall family was stuffed. Off to another shopping center where I scoped out a truly ridiculously and unnecessary baby bag...
Phew, that night we relaxed, wrapped presents, and cozied up to the fire as a family. After Bella went to bed I took up my usual spot on the sofa (all pillows present and accounted for) to watch a Lifetime Christmas movie while Charles went out to work on the garage. That's when the contractions started...and they were different...as in signs of impending labor. They persisted for several hours and by midnight we had Josh & Lina picking up Bella in anticipation of our departure for the hospital. I called the L&D unit where the triage nurse advised me to stay home as long as possible if a natural labor was what I wanted. So we did and I tried to get some shut eye. All the while, my contractions were 2-4 mins apart, 1 min or longer, and now for 5 hours. I fell asleep and when I woke up - NOTHING. Sunday morning I had maybe 1 contraction an hour or so apart... painless. Talk about disappointing!
Charles and I decided to try to walk the contractions back at Green Lake in the city. Round trip, the trail is 3 miles. Round and round we went. ZERO contractions. By 5ish I was in excruciating pain in my hips and I could barely make it to the car. We headed for Josh & Lina's to pick up Bella. We all went out for Thai food...I even ate some that was 3 out of 5 stars spicy...now if that doesn't say how desperate I am, I don't know what does.
Nothing.
The rest of Sunday went without any excitement and the wind had left our sails.
Oh, what a day. We got up early with high ambitions of finishing our Christmas shopping - and lo' and behold, we actually did make it out of the house before noon on a Saturday. The day started out with an open house at Charles' competitor's new emergency department. Bella got to see Santa, have her picture with Rudolph, decorate cookies, have her face painted, and enjoy the festive merriment. Charles got to check out the competitors and mix-n-mingle with all those suits. From there, we dared to head downtown in the name of Cougar Gold Cheese...which is like gold around here. We snapped up several at the WSU store, along with new gear for Bella and baby or course. Lunch in the food court, followed by scrumptious Mrs. Field's chocolate chip cookies and the Hall family was stuffed. Off to another shopping center where I scoped out a truly ridiculously and unnecessary baby bag...
Phew, that night we relaxed, wrapped presents, and cozied up to the fire as a family. After Bella went to bed I took up my usual spot on the sofa (all pillows present and accounted for) to watch a Lifetime Christmas movie while Charles went out to work on the garage. That's when the contractions started...and they were different...as in signs of impending labor. They persisted for several hours and by midnight we had Josh & Lina picking up Bella in anticipation of our departure for the hospital. I called the L&D unit where the triage nurse advised me to stay home as long as possible if a natural labor was what I wanted. So we did and I tried to get some shut eye. All the while, my contractions were 2-4 mins apart, 1 min or longer, and now for 5 hours. I fell asleep and when I woke up - NOTHING. Sunday morning I had maybe 1 contraction an hour or so apart... painless. Talk about disappointing!
Charles and I decided to try to walk the contractions back at Green Lake in the city. Round trip, the trail is 3 miles. Round and round we went. ZERO contractions. By 5ish I was in excruciating pain in my hips and I could barely make it to the car. We headed for Josh & Lina's to pick up Bella. We all went out for Thai food...I even ate some that was 3 out of 5 stars spicy...now if that doesn't say how desperate I am, I don't know what does.
Nothing.
The rest of Sunday went without any excitement and the wind had left our sails.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
A Bella Update
Bella is at such an interesting stage developmentally. It's equal parts hilarious, endearing, charming, and frustrating.
Words to describe her lately: honest, demanding, perceptive, comedienne, mischievous, smart, rational, logical, impersonator, technological... I could probably go on but my pregnant brain is on duty - permanently.
Tonight as she was having quiet time in her room, playing with her play dough I could hear her singing Christmas carols.
She has quiet time and plays by herself. In her room. For great lengths of time.
I can leave her in the tub for short amounts of time during her bath to do some other chores nearby. (I remember thinking I'd never do that...)
She will find my iPhone, hide somewhere, unlock it, scroll through videos and pictures or find her games. If she hears me coming, she tells me, "Mommy, can you go wash the dishes?" or "Did you want to go upstairs?" to buy herself more time with my phone.
She tells me more about her day at school. I'll ask, "What did you do today at school, Bella?" And she used to just say, "Play with my friends." Now, however, she'll tell me entire stories about how they played and what they did. Today it sounded like they enacted a scene from Toy Story.
If she says something with a demanding tone, I'll say, "Bella, be nice. It's not nice to tell, you have to ask." She'll say, "I was being nice. I was just talking."
She is quite skilled at games of memory... possibly even better than me. She always wins!
She likes to "blow kisses" backwards. As I leave her room we exchange blow kisses properly (i.e. kiss hand and blow kiss). As I back out and exit the doorway, we do a few backwards (i.e. blow and then kissy noise). If I do it the proper way, she tells me, "No backwards mama!" So, I do, and then she says "Good night!"
Tonight, as I put her to bed, she asked me to stay (which is typical as well). I usually respond that I have to go downstairs, but that I'll check on her in a little bit. Tonight, however, I made the mistake of saying that my tummy hurt and that I couldn't lay down. She then asked me if I would just sit at the end of her bed. I told her I couldn't and reiterated that Daddy and I would look in on her later. She pondered this and then said, "I want Daddy to take care of your tummy."
So many wonderful stories and memories with my Bella girl.
I don't quite know how to express what I'm about to type...so I'll just ramble. So, it's not that I'm sad about having the baby -- that goes without saying. Obviously, we can't wait and we love this little baby. But, there's a sadness for Bella that I have... she'll probably never remember being the only child...which isn't a good or bad thing... but I'll remember because of all those firsts... and all the time and attention we were able to give her...and at the same time, I'm sad that this baby and the others we'll have won't ever get that undivided attention we were able to give Bella... and not that any of the kids will ever know the difference... and I just want to make sure that all of our kids feel equally loved and special and important... k. I said it.
Words to describe her lately: honest, demanding, perceptive, comedienne, mischievous, smart, rational, logical, impersonator, technological... I could probably go on but my pregnant brain is on duty - permanently.
Tonight as she was having quiet time in her room, playing with her play dough I could hear her singing Christmas carols.
She has quiet time and plays by herself. In her room. For great lengths of time.
I can leave her in the tub for short amounts of time during her bath to do some other chores nearby. (I remember thinking I'd never do that...)
She will find my iPhone, hide somewhere, unlock it, scroll through videos and pictures or find her games. If she hears me coming, she tells me, "Mommy, can you go wash the dishes?" or "Did you want to go upstairs?" to buy herself more time with my phone.
She tells me more about her day at school. I'll ask, "What did you do today at school, Bella?" And she used to just say, "Play with my friends." Now, however, she'll tell me entire stories about how they played and what they did. Today it sounded like they enacted a scene from Toy Story.
If she says something with a demanding tone, I'll say, "Bella, be nice. It's not nice to tell, you have to ask." She'll say, "I was being nice. I was just talking."
She is quite skilled at games of memory... possibly even better than me. She always wins!
She likes to "blow kisses" backwards. As I leave her room we exchange blow kisses properly (i.e. kiss hand and blow kiss). As I back out and exit the doorway, we do a few backwards (i.e. blow and then kissy noise). If I do it the proper way, she tells me, "No backwards mama!" So, I do, and then she says "Good night!"
Tonight, as I put her to bed, she asked me to stay (which is typical as well). I usually respond that I have to go downstairs, but that I'll check on her in a little bit. Tonight, however, I made the mistake of saying that my tummy hurt and that I couldn't lay down. She then asked me if I would just sit at the end of her bed. I told her I couldn't and reiterated that Daddy and I would look in on her later. She pondered this and then said, "I want Daddy to take care of your tummy."
So many wonderful stories and memories with my Bella girl.
I don't quite know how to express what I'm about to type...so I'll just ramble. So, it's not that I'm sad about having the baby -- that goes without saying. Obviously, we can't wait and we love this little baby. But, there's a sadness for Bella that I have... she'll probably never remember being the only child...which isn't a good or bad thing... but I'll remember because of all those firsts... and all the time and attention we were able to give her...and at the same time, I'm sad that this baby and the others we'll have won't ever get that undivided attention we were able to give Bella... and not that any of the kids will ever know the difference... and I just want to make sure that all of our kids feel equally loved and special and important... k. I said it.
Monday, December 6, 2010
The Christmas Story
Bella's school has an annual Christmas program. It's always the Christmas story, but it's never the same! It's hilarious... you never know what's going to happen when you've got 2 and 3 year olds running the show! It's always adorable...
Bella and Claire being silly in their angel costumes before the program...
Bella and Claire being silly in their angel costumes before the program...
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Thanksgiving Recap
Pictures to come.
Despite being 35 weeks pregnant, Charles and I still wanted to share our home to friends on Thanksgiving. We didn't entertain as many as last year's 40, capping out at about 30 this year. Josh, Lina and the kids came over the night before so we could start preparing early in the morning.
Everything was amazing, the food, the company, the conversation. We ate our first Thanksgiving feast around 2, everyone stayed, played games, cards, napped, watched slide shows, and ate in 3 hour cycles. Then around 7, the turducken (yeah, that's right. A chicken stuffed in a duck stuffed in a turkey) was finished, so we ate another big meal!
It was a lovely evening.
We have so much to be thankful for, so many blessings in our lives.
Despite being 35 weeks pregnant, Charles and I still wanted to share our home to friends on Thanksgiving. We didn't entertain as many as last year's 40, capping out at about 30 this year. Josh, Lina and the kids came over the night before so we could start preparing early in the morning.
Everything was amazing, the food, the company, the conversation. We ate our first Thanksgiving feast around 2, everyone stayed, played games, cards, napped, watched slide shows, and ate in 3 hour cycles. Then around 7, the turducken (yeah, that's right. A chicken stuffed in a duck stuffed in a turkey) was finished, so we ate another big meal!
It was a lovely evening.
We have so much to be thankful for, so many blessings in our lives.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
The Count Down Diary
Dec 1st:
We are now within the month of your birth, BH2, and to commemorate the occasion, we went in for our 36 week appointment! Your belly home is measuring right on target, your heart rate is thumping away at just the right pace, and lo' and behold, I'm 1 cm dilated! Dr. Gong said despite that, there's really only 10% - 15% chance that I'll go into labor this week and she'd prefer it if I grow you for at least one more week. What do you say we keep you in the belly for another week-two weeks and we call it?
Dec 2nd:
I'm really tired dear baby H2. I was almost asleep on the sofa, but I really wanted to start your countdown journal before it got to be too late and I forgot. I feel that you are moving lower and lower by the hour. I did your first load of laundry today, washed the bouncy seat fabric, the fuzzy warm bundle me blanket for your car seat, and several neutral sleepers, onesies, and blankets. Phew. We're slowly starting to prepare for your arrival...
Dec 3rd:
Tonight was your sister's Christmas program; though it's always the Christmas story it's always different and it's always hilarious. Your sister LOVES her school and she's made great friends there. We love seeing her run around with her friends, hand in hand, laughing and giggling together.
Today, one of my co-workers joked that you were already hanging halfway out... you're so LOW, have I mentioned that yet?
I can't wait until you get here!
Dec 4th:
I ditched out on some holiday parties so that I could truly enjoy an evening of Christmas fun with my family. I spent the day nesting and preparing for said holiday parties, but it simply wore me out... then I had yet to drive there, I was already running late... in the end, I decided to do what's right for you & I, BH2: I cancelled in the name of rest. I knew we had big family plans in the evening and a probably late night, so I wanted to save my energy for time I was going to spending with my family. We had our annual trip up to Lights of Christmas at Warm Beach with Josh, Lina, friends & family. I'm so glad I chose to rest that afternoon because we walked around enjoying the sights & sounds of Christmas for several hours in the cold. Your sister was enthralled by all the lights, decorations, trains, Santa, snowmen, craft-making, donut-eating, and horseback riding. Of course, she loved being with her friends. We can't wait to have you along on all of our "family traditions".
Dec 5th:
Didn't leave the house at all today and loved it. No sleep and scratchy throat = lounge clothes all day. Your dad and Bella left to make some purchases for you: onesies, hampers, nursing equipment, etc. I stayed home, did another load of your laundry and put it away in your new closet equipment. Your father thinks I should wash all of our 0-3 month clothes - all the girl clothes, too. I gotta tell you though - I finally have a hunch and I think washing all the girl clothes will be a waste of our energy efficient washer and dryer.
Dec 6th:
Start of another week on less than 4 hours of sleep. Had trouble driving in today and actually, the last several days heading to work. Your dad and I finally agreed its time to cut back my hours. I have no idea how on earth I worked full time all the way until we had your sister and my job involved way more physical labor than it does now. So, I'm going to cut down my hours and it feels so good...
Dec 7th:
Total and complete meltdown by the end of the day. Sad.
Dec. 8th:
Had weekly appointment today and to my dismay, was not found to be in labor. How is it possible to feel like the baby is SO INCREDIBLY LOW and yet the doctor to find me quite high still? And still just a centimeter dilated. Ok, this is where I'm going to turn it around: I get another week to smother my Bella with mama love before my attention must be shared...
Dec. 9th:
Another blurry day at work...
Dec. 10th:
Finally: a Friday! We completely and utterly relaxed today once we got home from work. Your big sister and I cuddled up for old school Christmas cartoons...the kind that were even old school when I was a kid. I'm not even sure what kind of animation it was, clay? Bella enjoyed them and has a greater understanding for Santa Clause. I'm thankful to whomever bought us the Christmas TV classics collection...
Dec. 11th:
Got an early start today to run errands and wrap up Christmas shopping... I'm thankful that I was able to sleep upstairs for a change. Sent some packages out and then braved Toys-R-Us to pick out some gifts for your sister. It's easy to hide presents at this stage and even shop with her along. I imagine in no time at all we're going to have to go to great lengths to go secret shopping and find hiding places and battle parents at the toy store...
In the evening we attended our neighborhood progressive dinner. Really interesting to get to know the neighbors more. Your dad and I were by far the youngest of them all as they all had kids in college. But I like the idea that they've all grown up on this street for 15+ years... their kids all went to school together, played sports together, and the women were besties. Your dad and I have always been so mobile, so willing to relocate, it's hard to imagine staying put anywhere that long. But, that is what I want for you kids - to really be part of the community and have a solid group of kids in the neighborhood for you to be a part of... They all had stories of their kids dating, drama, learning to drive together, getting in trouble, etc...
Your sister was with Pastor's daughter, Kendra. She was so cute and excited to have a friend over to play!
Dec. 12th:
Sunday...phew. Woke up to your sister wandering around downstairs yelling, "Where are you?" looking for Kendra. She managed to undo the gate at the top of the stairs and turn on the lights downstairs. She's never gone downstairs alone! Went to church this morning. Ever since I became pregnant with you, I've recurrently been light headed at church. Not sure what it is...I have a feeling it's my hydration status...I drink water like a champ while at work as I carry my nalgene everwhere (sometimes 4 or 5 refills throughout the day), but then during the weekend I don't keep water around me as well. So my theory is that by Sunday morning I'm completely dehydrated. Great sermon on not comparing ourselves to others and being envious... it's like saying God made a mistake as He created you and in His plan for you.
Dec. 13th:
Didn't go to work until late because of my late meetings. Got to work and folks thought I'd either be in labor or on bedrest since I didn't come at my usual time. Today, my dear baby, I'm achy and terribly uncomfortable - which is all accentuated by the fact that I'm still going to work. However, had some great meetings with our VP and other high profile folks - so that made me feel good. What do you say we meet each other soon?
Dec. 14th:
???
Dec. 15th:
Had your daddy's work Christmas part at a swanky place in Bellevue. I can't believe this is our third Christmas party with Evergreen! I got all dolled up (how often do I really get to do that) and even dared to wear little heels (which I eventually regretted). Your sister had her friend (babysitter) Jamie over to play and she was so excited. Your sister insists all her babysitters do all of her puzzles with her - over and over again. Jamie's great and excited to meet you, too, BH2! By the end of the night, my kankles made their first appearance. Luckily, with a little overnight elevation, they disappeared by morning!
Dec. 16th:
Daddy was given a baby shower at work and mommy's work decided to start a baby's weight, gender and delivery date pool.
We are now within the month of your birth, BH2, and to commemorate the occasion, we went in for our 36 week appointment! Your belly home is measuring right on target, your heart rate is thumping away at just the right pace, and lo' and behold, I'm 1 cm dilated! Dr. Gong said despite that, there's really only 10% - 15% chance that I'll go into labor this week and she'd prefer it if I grow you for at least one more week. What do you say we keep you in the belly for another week-two weeks and we call it?
Dec 2nd:
I'm really tired dear baby H2. I was almost asleep on the sofa, but I really wanted to start your countdown journal before it got to be too late and I forgot. I feel that you are moving lower and lower by the hour. I did your first load of laundry today, washed the bouncy seat fabric, the fuzzy warm bundle me blanket for your car seat, and several neutral sleepers, onesies, and blankets. Phew. We're slowly starting to prepare for your arrival...
Dec 3rd:
Tonight was your sister's Christmas program; though it's always the Christmas story it's always different and it's always hilarious. Your sister LOVES her school and she's made great friends there. We love seeing her run around with her friends, hand in hand, laughing and giggling together.
Today, one of my co-workers joked that you were already hanging halfway out... you're so LOW, have I mentioned that yet?
I can't wait until you get here!
Dec 4th:
I ditched out on some holiday parties so that I could truly enjoy an evening of Christmas fun with my family. I spent the day nesting and preparing for said holiday parties, but it simply wore me out... then I had yet to drive there, I was already running late... in the end, I decided to do what's right for you & I, BH2: I cancelled in the name of rest. I knew we had big family plans in the evening and a probably late night, so I wanted to save my energy for time I was going to spending with my family. We had our annual trip up to Lights of Christmas at Warm Beach with Josh, Lina, friends & family. I'm so glad I chose to rest that afternoon because we walked around enjoying the sights & sounds of Christmas for several hours in the cold. Your sister was enthralled by all the lights, decorations, trains, Santa, snowmen, craft-making, donut-eating, and horseback riding. Of course, she loved being with her friends. We can't wait to have you along on all of our "family traditions".
Dec 5th:
Didn't leave the house at all today and loved it. No sleep and scratchy throat = lounge clothes all day. Your dad and Bella left to make some purchases for you: onesies, hampers, nursing equipment, etc. I stayed home, did another load of your laundry and put it away in your new closet equipment. Your father thinks I should wash all of our 0-3 month clothes - all the girl clothes, too. I gotta tell you though - I finally have a hunch and I think washing all the girl clothes will be a waste of our energy efficient washer and dryer.
Dec 6th:
Start of another week on less than 4 hours of sleep. Had trouble driving in today and actually, the last several days heading to work. Your dad and I finally agreed its time to cut back my hours. I have no idea how on earth I worked full time all the way until we had your sister and my job involved way more physical labor than it does now. So, I'm going to cut down my hours and it feels so good...
Dec 7th:
Total and complete meltdown by the end of the day. Sad.
Dec. 8th:
Had weekly appointment today and to my dismay, was not found to be in labor. How is it possible to feel like the baby is SO INCREDIBLY LOW and yet the doctor to find me quite high still? And still just a centimeter dilated. Ok, this is where I'm going to turn it around: I get another week to smother my Bella with mama love before my attention must be shared...
Dec. 9th:
Another blurry day at work...
Dec. 10th:
Finally: a Friday! We completely and utterly relaxed today once we got home from work. Your big sister and I cuddled up for old school Christmas cartoons...the kind that were even old school when I was a kid. I'm not even sure what kind of animation it was, clay? Bella enjoyed them and has a greater understanding for Santa Clause. I'm thankful to whomever bought us the Christmas TV classics collection...
Dec. 11th:
Got an early start today to run errands and wrap up Christmas shopping... I'm thankful that I was able to sleep upstairs for a change. Sent some packages out and then braved Toys-R-Us to pick out some gifts for your sister. It's easy to hide presents at this stage and even shop with her along. I imagine in no time at all we're going to have to go to great lengths to go secret shopping and find hiding places and battle parents at the toy store...
In the evening we attended our neighborhood progressive dinner. Really interesting to get to know the neighbors more. Your dad and I were by far the youngest of them all as they all had kids in college. But I like the idea that they've all grown up on this street for 15+ years... their kids all went to school together, played sports together, and the women were besties. Your dad and I have always been so mobile, so willing to relocate, it's hard to imagine staying put anywhere that long. But, that is what I want for you kids - to really be part of the community and have a solid group of kids in the neighborhood for you to be a part of... They all had stories of their kids dating, drama, learning to drive together, getting in trouble, etc...
Your sister was with Pastor's daughter, Kendra. She was so cute and excited to have a friend over to play!
Dec. 12th:
Sunday...phew. Woke up to your sister wandering around downstairs yelling, "Where are you?" looking for Kendra. She managed to undo the gate at the top of the stairs and turn on the lights downstairs. She's never gone downstairs alone! Went to church this morning. Ever since I became pregnant with you, I've recurrently been light headed at church. Not sure what it is...I have a feeling it's my hydration status...I drink water like a champ while at work as I carry my nalgene everwhere (sometimes 4 or 5 refills throughout the day), but then during the weekend I don't keep water around me as well. So my theory is that by Sunday morning I'm completely dehydrated. Great sermon on not comparing ourselves to others and being envious... it's like saying God made a mistake as He created you and in His plan for you.
Dec. 13th:
Didn't go to work until late because of my late meetings. Got to work and folks thought I'd either be in labor or on bedrest since I didn't come at my usual time. Today, my dear baby, I'm achy and terribly uncomfortable - which is all accentuated by the fact that I'm still going to work. However, had some great meetings with our VP and other high profile folks - so that made me feel good. What do you say we meet each other soon?
Dec. 14th:
???
Dec. 15th:
Had your daddy's work Christmas part at a swanky place in Bellevue. I can't believe this is our third Christmas party with Evergreen! I got all dolled up (how often do I really get to do that) and even dared to wear little heels (which I eventually regretted). Your sister had her friend (babysitter) Jamie over to play and she was so excited. Your sister insists all her babysitters do all of her puzzles with her - over and over again. Jamie's great and excited to meet you, too, BH2! By the end of the night, my kankles made their first appearance. Luckily, with a little overnight elevation, they disappeared by morning!
Dec. 16th:
Daddy was given a baby shower at work and mommy's work decided to start a baby's weight, gender and delivery date pool.
Monday, November 22, 2010
What this Mama is Reading
I've added two new links to blogs I follow and I hope you'll peruse them once in a while as well. Seattle Mama Doc is a pediatrician at Seattle Children's and a mother to young kids. Here's a bit about her blog:
Seattle Mama Doc: A Blog by Dr. Wendy Sue Swanson
Most importantly, he's also a parent! Here's an excerpt from his book intros:
Seattle Mama Doc: A Blog by Dr. Wendy Sue Swanson
This blog caters to one principle I’ve learned along the way: parents just want to do what is right. The desperate love we have for our children can shock us into good and sometimes bad decisions. I believe parents search for and sincerely desire simple answers to the How-What-Why-Who of parenting, the essence of doing right for their children. Often it’s not a simple, isolated situation, or one as complicated as it may feel. And, the abundance of online noise invokes fear in all of us when making decisions for our children. Over time, I hope to illuminate the reality that in pediatrics, doing less is often more. Prevention reigns.
Parents just want to do what is right.
It’s the defining what’s right that, on occasion, remains elusive.
We all want information to facilitate decisions that let us rest easier at night. Having my own two children makes this reach for what is right palpable. I want to help you decipher some of the current medical news I juggle in my life as both a pediatrician and a mother. I will share my stories and tell how it all feels to me. I will ask my colleagues, peers and friends for help, and uncover powerful lessons to share. I’ll offer online helpful resources, and share methods I learn from patients, friends and family, both in and out of the field of medicine, to help me find answers.
Read. Listen. Trust. Speak.
Uncover your instincts.
Do what is right for your children.
Speak up. Keep me posted on what you think.
Brain Rules for Baby
The second blog I'm reading is from :
Most importantly, he's also a parent! Here's an excerpt from his book intros:
What’s the single most important thing you can do during pregnancy? What does watching TV do to a child’s brain? What’s the best way to handle temper tantrums? Scientists know.
In his New York Times bestseller Brain Rules, Dr. John Medina showed us how our brains really work—and why we ought to redesign our workplaces and schools. Now, in Brain Rules for Baby, he shares what the latest science says about how to raise smart and happy children from zero to five. This book is destined to revolutionize parenting. Just one of the surprises: The best way to get your children into the college of their choice? Teach them impulse control.
Brain Rules for Baby bridges the gap between what scientists know and what parents practice. Through fascinating and funny stories, Medina, a developmental molecular biologist and dad, unravels how a child’s brain develops – and what you can do to optimize it.
I hope you'll read along with me once in a while and share what you think!Sunday, November 21, 2010
BH2 Updates
Dear BH2,
We've got potentially six more weeks before we get to look into each other's eyes...and I just can't wait.
We "nested" this weekend. That means we spent the weekend getting ready for your big arrival! We took inventory of all the baby gear we have, the clothes, and the necessities. We spent time setting up your room and imagining you in it. We have your car seat ready to go, too (can't wait to bring you home from the hospital)! I forgot how small you're going to be... I was looking at onesies that seemed to fit some of your sister's dolls! I looked for "going home" outfits this weekend, but haven't found anything yet...
I have to admit, while we were sorting through clothes, I kind of wish we knew if you were a boy or a girl. We are stocked to capacity if you're a girl, but we'll be heading to the store quite quickly if you're a boy! Don't worry, your room is pretty neutral (lots of greens & yellow), so I hope you like it. Not to worry, we'll move you into a more boyish/girlish room eventually.
You're womb-home is exercising a lot lately, practicing for your big exit/entrance. I wonder what the contractions feel like to you. I enjoy them because I can really feel your shape and identify bony prominences. I like to trace the outline of your little knees, your back, your head, maybe your arms. As the contraction nears completion, you like to kick or punch your way out and I really look forward to feeling you stretch to make space.
What's different about your pregnancy versus your sister's? You're low...WAY low...to the point where it hurts to even move my legs sometimes. Everything happened much sooner with you than with your sister. I found the best prenatal vitamins this time around and I actually enjoy taking them...yeah, they're gummy prenatals! With your big sister I was rounder, fuller, and fluid overloaded by this point. With you, I'm way out front and again, WAY low. So far, no kankles or carpal tunnel... hopefully I didn't just ask for it. You seem to be a lot more active...but I don't have a great memory for that. I'm a lot more confident, naturally, with you being our second little miracle.
You seem to really like my massage chair. Yeah, it's the iJoy...I know, I can't believe we have one either! It was free, no less. I look forward to sitting in it all day while at work...for the muscle relief and because I know you'll be really active while I sit in it. Your movements have begun to wake me up - you're getting so strong! You've poked up under my ribs a few times while I'm sleeping and it's woken me up with a start - but it's a pleasant start.
Thanksgiving is this week, so I'll be eating a lot. (I know, no surprise there.) So enjoy! There'll be a lot of hustle and bustle as we host 30+ for lunch and dinner.
Your sister saw a 1 week old baby girl at church today and she's paid extra attention to you today. I think she's really excited to meet you. I'm pretty sure she knows it is coming soon. She has bonded with you and I have no doubt you'll be close.
We have a check up on Tuesday this week, then we'll be seeing the doctor every week until you are born!
See you soon little one!
Lots of love,
Mom
We've got potentially six more weeks before we get to look into each other's eyes...and I just can't wait.
We "nested" this weekend. That means we spent the weekend getting ready for your big arrival! We took inventory of all the baby gear we have, the clothes, and the necessities. We spent time setting up your room and imagining you in it. We have your car seat ready to go, too (can't wait to bring you home from the hospital)! I forgot how small you're going to be... I was looking at onesies that seemed to fit some of your sister's dolls! I looked for "going home" outfits this weekend, but haven't found anything yet...
I have to admit, while we were sorting through clothes, I kind of wish we knew if you were a boy or a girl. We are stocked to capacity if you're a girl, but we'll be heading to the store quite quickly if you're a boy! Don't worry, your room is pretty neutral (lots of greens & yellow), so I hope you like it. Not to worry, we'll move you into a more boyish/girlish room eventually.
You're womb-home is exercising a lot lately, practicing for your big exit/entrance. I wonder what the contractions feel like to you. I enjoy them because I can really feel your shape and identify bony prominences. I like to trace the outline of your little knees, your back, your head, maybe your arms. As the contraction nears completion, you like to kick or punch your way out and I really look forward to feeling you stretch to make space.
What's different about your pregnancy versus your sister's? You're low...WAY low...to the point where it hurts to even move my legs sometimes. Everything happened much sooner with you than with your sister. I found the best prenatal vitamins this time around and I actually enjoy taking them...yeah, they're gummy prenatals! With your big sister I was rounder, fuller, and fluid overloaded by this point. With you, I'm way out front and again, WAY low. So far, no kankles or carpal tunnel... hopefully I didn't just ask for it. You seem to be a lot more active...but I don't have a great memory for that. I'm a lot more confident, naturally, with you being our second little miracle.
You seem to really like my massage chair. Yeah, it's the iJoy...I know, I can't believe we have one either! It was free, no less. I look forward to sitting in it all day while at work...for the muscle relief and because I know you'll be really active while I sit in it. Your movements have begun to wake me up - you're getting so strong! You've poked up under my ribs a few times while I'm sleeping and it's woken me up with a start - but it's a pleasant start.
Thanksgiving is this week, so I'll be eating a lot. (I know, no surprise there.) So enjoy! There'll be a lot of hustle and bustle as we host 30+ for lunch and dinner.
Your sister saw a 1 week old baby girl at church today and she's paid extra attention to you today. I think she's really excited to meet you. I'm pretty sure she knows it is coming soon. She has bonded with you and I have no doubt you'll be close.
We have a check up on Tuesday this week, then we'll be seeing the doctor every week until you are born!
See you soon little one!
Lots of love,
Mom
Thursday, November 18, 2010
November?
November? Where'd you go?
I feel like I just wrote that Trick-or-Treat entry...how on earth is it three weeks later, already?
Well, I suppose we've had a very full month already.
The first weekend of November, the Seattle Halls hopped (two) planes and zipped over to visit the Santa Fe Halls. Originally, Charles and Bella were going to go on their own while I stayed back to work, but I managed to get some (well-deserved) time off. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to get on their flights either way; so, between the three (four) of us, we took four planes each way! Yikes! After all the craziness at work, I must admit I was glad to have some quiet time to read and sleep on my flights.
I should also point out that I traveled with a carry on suitcase and the only - the only - person to offer to help me put my luggage up was a former Marine (should've figured it would be a military boy). I had no problem doing it, but still... where's the kindness?
We had a GREAT time in NM with the Halls! We missed the Swansons by hours as they were off on their own adventure to the UAE. Rodger & Barb's new home is stunning, spacious, and comfortable! We enjoyed our time there as we spent time watching Bella with her grandparents, exploring the Natural History Museum with Bella's cousin Abbie, seeing Elisa, David, and Jacob. We managed to squeeze in a surprise breakfast with Aunt Wardie and Bella's Great-Grandma! She was shocked to see us! It was a great, relaxing, long weekend!
Surprising Aunt Wardie & Great Grandma at Breakfast
Sharing a DCCF @ Starbucks with my favorite girl
So, no in flight delivery...
Three more LONG days of work during which I was in the middle of executing my departments first competency and skills week. (I've never told you about my new job...I'll get to that...) Anyway, I am quite proud to have proposed, planned, initiated, coordinated, and taught our first, ever, competency and skills week. The days were long but fulfilling and the feedback was great.
Then, on Thursday I decided to live on the wild side and take another trip to San Fransisco for work! My doctor's official advise was to stay grounded, but I couldn't miss this opportunity for face time with all the hospital's leadership and my boss. And, really, how often does a nurse get to go on business trips?! I was really looking forward to a quiet night in a king size bed with my kindle! The trip was fast & furious, packed full of conferences and on-site visits, though we did kick it off with a trip to the mall to kill time before the hosting group was expecting us. Can we say, exhausting? Looking back, going was probably a mistake as far as going in my 33rd week of pregnancy...I was tired and it was hard to keep up with all the activity. Not to mention I was really uncomfortable on the plane this time.
So, I flew home on Friday night and Charles, Bella, and Jake picked me up on the airport. From there we drove towards Portland, OR with the intention of checking out OSU and U of Oregon for Jake (he's looking at schools though he's pretty set on going to UW). I was pretty exhausted and uncomfortable from the flight, so we didn't make it all the way down. We ended up staying in some small city Quality Inn. The next morning we continued our journey to OSU where - "coincidentally" - the Cougs were playing! We caught the game and had a great time despite the drizzling rain! The COUGS WON!
After the game we headed down to Eugene to U of O where we stayed for the night. We'd been promising Bella some time in the pool, so after dinner, Charles, Bella and I went down to the pool. I wasn't about to get into a whale of a swim suit, so I sat pool side as Bella and Charles got into the ice cold (but indoor) pool.
We weren't there but 15 minutes when we encountered probably the scariest minutes of our parenting lives. (The stitching incident was the hardest, but this was the scariest...)
Bella got out of the pool and took a few steps in my direction (I was only, like, 4 feet away from the pools edge) when she slipped and her feet went out from under her. She landed on her back and it didn't seem like she hit her head that hard. Of course I grabbed her and picked her up when I realized something wasn't right...she hadn't made a noise...she wasn't breathing...she couldn't breathe... her face was contorted as she struggled to get air...
In just seconds Charles was out and holding her as we witnessed her fade in and out of consciousness...her eyes rolled back and her body became limp...Charles was talking to her, begging her to stay awake and answer... I frantically covered them up with towels to keep her/them warm...I called the front desk to call 911...then called Jake to bring down Charles' clothes...Bella, stay awake...Bella, wake up...
In what seemed like an eternity later (but was only probably a minute), Bella slowly, sleepily started answering - mumbling - slurring - answers. Her enunciation slowly improved. Eventually she was able to count to ten, tell us when her birthday was, sing her ABC's...
We called off 911...
That night we kept her awake asking her questions every few minutes to make sure she wasn't more affected by the head injury. She remained groggy, but gave us no cause for concern for the rest of the night.
Seriously - I'm going to bubble wrap this kid.
Sunday we drove back home after walking around U of Oregon and then hanging out in Portland a bit. Then Charles and I launched into another hectic week at work. Our hospital had an unannounced visit from The Joint Commission which put the hospital into a frenzy - it's the regulatory body that could shut a hospital down.... they left today (Thursday), so I'm quite relieved.
For the remainder of the pregnancy we've vowed to stay put and relax, get ready for baby, and spend the last few weeks as a family of three quietly... after our Thanksgiving dinner for 30 next week, that is.
I feel like I just wrote that Trick-or-Treat entry...how on earth is it three weeks later, already?
Well, I suppose we've had a very full month already.
The first weekend of November, the Seattle Halls hopped (two) planes and zipped over to visit the Santa Fe Halls. Originally, Charles and Bella were going to go on their own while I stayed back to work, but I managed to get some (well-deserved) time off. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to get on their flights either way; so, between the three (four) of us, we took four planes each way! Yikes! After all the craziness at work, I must admit I was glad to have some quiet time to read and sleep on my flights.
I should also point out that I traveled with a carry on suitcase and the only - the only - person to offer to help me put my luggage up was a former Marine (should've figured it would be a military boy). I had no problem doing it, but still... where's the kindness?
We had a GREAT time in NM with the Halls! We missed the Swansons by hours as they were off on their own adventure to the UAE. Rodger & Barb's new home is stunning, spacious, and comfortable! We enjoyed our time there as we spent time watching Bella with her grandparents, exploring the Natural History Museum with Bella's cousin Abbie, seeing Elisa, David, and Jacob. We managed to squeeze in a surprise breakfast with Aunt Wardie and Bella's Great-Grandma! She was shocked to see us! It was a great, relaxing, long weekend!
Surprising Aunt Wardie & Great Grandma at Breakfast
Sharing a DCCF @ Starbucks with my favorite girl
At the museum with Barnana, Grandpa Hall, and Abbie
Of course, a trip to New Mexico wouldn't be complete without off-roading with Daddy in Grandpa's Jeep
On my last plane to Seattle was where the kind Marine took care of my luggage. He hesitatingly asked when I was due... I told him not until New Year's Eve. Then he proceeded to reassure me that if I were to go in labor, he did deliver a baby in the back of the car during one of his deployments in Iraq... Phew! Good to know...So, no in flight delivery...
Three more LONG days of work during which I was in the middle of executing my departments first competency and skills week. (I've never told you about my new job...I'll get to that...) Anyway, I am quite proud to have proposed, planned, initiated, coordinated, and taught our first, ever, competency and skills week. The days were long but fulfilling and the feedback was great.
Then, on Thursday I decided to live on the wild side and take another trip to San Fransisco for work! My doctor's official advise was to stay grounded, but I couldn't miss this opportunity for face time with all the hospital's leadership and my boss. And, really, how often does a nurse get to go on business trips?! I was really looking forward to a quiet night in a king size bed with my kindle! The trip was fast & furious, packed full of conferences and on-site visits, though we did kick it off with a trip to the mall to kill time before the hosting group was expecting us. Can we say, exhausting? Looking back, going was probably a mistake as far as going in my 33rd week of pregnancy...I was tired and it was hard to keep up with all the activity. Not to mention I was really uncomfortable on the plane this time.
So, I flew home on Friday night and Charles, Bella, and Jake picked me up on the airport. From there we drove towards Portland, OR with the intention of checking out OSU and U of Oregon for Jake (he's looking at schools though he's pretty set on going to UW). I was pretty exhausted and uncomfortable from the flight, so we didn't make it all the way down. We ended up staying in some small city Quality Inn. The next morning we continued our journey to OSU where - "coincidentally" - the Cougs were playing! We caught the game and had a great time despite the drizzling rain! The COUGS WON!
After the game we headed down to Eugene to U of O where we stayed for the night. We'd been promising Bella some time in the pool, so after dinner, Charles, Bella and I went down to the pool. I wasn't about to get into a whale of a swim suit, so I sat pool side as Bella and Charles got into the ice cold (but indoor) pool.
We weren't there but 15 minutes when we encountered probably the scariest minutes of our parenting lives. (The stitching incident was the hardest, but this was the scariest...)
Bella got out of the pool and took a few steps in my direction (I was only, like, 4 feet away from the pools edge) when she slipped and her feet went out from under her. She landed on her back and it didn't seem like she hit her head that hard. Of course I grabbed her and picked her up when I realized something wasn't right...she hadn't made a noise...she wasn't breathing...she couldn't breathe... her face was contorted as she struggled to get air...
In just seconds Charles was out and holding her as we witnessed her fade in and out of consciousness...her eyes rolled back and her body became limp...Charles was talking to her, begging her to stay awake and answer... I frantically covered them up with towels to keep her/them warm...I called the front desk to call 911...then called Jake to bring down Charles' clothes...Bella, stay awake...Bella, wake up...
In what seemed like an eternity later (but was only probably a minute), Bella slowly, sleepily started answering - mumbling - slurring - answers. Her enunciation slowly improved. Eventually she was able to count to ten, tell us when her birthday was, sing her ABC's...
We called off 911...
That night we kept her awake asking her questions every few minutes to make sure she wasn't more affected by the head injury. She remained groggy, but gave us no cause for concern for the rest of the night.
Seriously - I'm going to bubble wrap this kid.
Sunday we drove back home after walking around U of Oregon and then hanging out in Portland a bit. Then Charles and I launched into another hectic week at work. Our hospital had an unannounced visit from The Joint Commission which put the hospital into a frenzy - it's the regulatory body that could shut a hospital down.... they left today (Thursday), so I'm quite relieved.
For the remainder of the pregnancy we've vowed to stay put and relax, get ready for baby, and spend the last few weeks as a family of three quietly... after our Thanksgiving dinner for 30 next week, that is.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Trick-or-Treat 2010
Baby Builder's, Inc. "Under Construction" (Complete with a WSU hard hat)
Bella the Bumblebee and a Green-haired Penguin, Araya
Bella's ready for trick-or-treating with her Minnie Mouse basket from Memaw
Attempting to round up 15 kids for a pre trick-or-treating picture...Not so much.
Trick-or-treating with DaddyHalloween Weekend Fun 2010
Bella's school director, Michelle, helps Bella in Pin the Nose on the Pumpkin
The kids lining up for games
Story time with Mr. Pat
At the end of the party, we found Bella traded in her bee costume for the Princess DressBella had a blast - all the kids really enjoyed being dressed up and having free reign at the school. They ran the hallways and the dining room until they were all tuckered out. As we left, Bella asked, "Are we going to a party again?" She always wants to make sure that we'll see her friends again.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
A Stitch in Time
Bella, in the dentist's chair, for the x-rays.I received a page while at work on Monday, around lunch. I didn't recognize the number and it made me nervous to return the call. I waited a minute before picking up the phone, then dialed the number.
Michelle, Bella's school director, answered the phone. Initially, I was relieved to hear a friendly voice, then it struck me that she was paging me...and there's only one reason she would page me.
She tells me that she just got off the phone with Charles and that he's on his way to the school. What? Why? Is Bella ok?
Michelle: Bella fell on the playground and hit her face. It's pretty messy, she was bleeding a lot from her mouth and her nose...but it's slowing...she's starting to calm down now...we've given her popsicles and we tried to put ice on her face, but she's not tolerating it very well.
What? Huh? Is she ok?
Michelle goes on: Well, with you and Charles being the experts in health care, I just called Charles so he could take a look at her and decide what to do.
I couldn't get off the phone fast enough to call Charles.
Me: Charles. What happened? He tries to calm me... You call me the instant you see her. I'm heading into a meeting, but page me the instant you see her.
Nervously sit through first twenty minutes of meeting. Pager goes off.
Charles: We're headed your way.
Me: What? Huh? Why?
Charles: She looks pretty bad, but she's having a popsicle now. Bleeding's stopped. I just want to make sure she doesn't have a broken nose. I'm glad you weren't there to see her initially - it was pretty bad.
Me: Oh.my.goodness. Page me the second you are here.
Another half hour goes by before they arrived.
I met them in the ER and my heart just about broke in half. I'm pretty sure I heard it tear into a million pieces. The left side of her face was puffy and swollen, blood was oozing from her mouth and nose. She looked like Rocky after a fight....
I'll spare you all of the details of the painful exams by various folks, the sound of Bella screaming, the look of horror on her face as we held her down, hearing her cry "I don't want to" from twenty feet down the hall... I completely get why we always ask the parents to leave... I completely get the neurotic parent that we nurses roll our eyes at... I get it. My compassion meter went through the roof.
They ended up "attempting" to stitch up the lacerations under her top lip. It was horrible. I actually left because I knew I wouldn't be able to let it happen. They bundled her up so she was completely restrained. Charles stayed with her. I came back too soon and I could hear her screaming from down the hallway.
Needless to say, she didn't handle it well, there was too much blood, she didn't sit still (obviously) and Charles put a stop to it all. They got one stitch in and we decided to take her home and monitor it ourselves.
She passed out afterward, we packed her up, and went home. I picked up a soft/liquid diet for her of popsicles, apple sauce, yogurt, pudding and I made jello. I also picked up Toy Story 2.
It was quite honestly the hardest four hours of my parenting life thus far. Without a doubt.
Today is Thursday. The swelling has improved somewhat, but the bruising persists. Her lip is back to normal though there are a couple of abrasions.
We follow up on Monday. I'm anxious to see what she remembers of it all and how she'll handle being back in the dentist chair.
And now I want to put my child in a bubble. I hate that I can't always protect her. It's the worst feeling.
Friday, October 22, 2010
BH2: 9 more weeks
On my 30th week and 6th day of this pregnancy I went in for an ultrasound to check on BH2’s health and development.
My OB had expressed concern because I was measuring too small. (Which of course, catapulted me into a feverish state of worry and research and more worry.)
In the days that I waited for my ultrasound, I was incredibly intentional about my nutrition, dietary habits, sleep positions, rest, hydration status, physical activity and cautious during my play with Bella. I had convinced myself that I could fix this measurement problem in the week before the ultrasound. Ha!
I had really wanted Bella to be there for the appointment, unfortunately Charles and I both got held up at work too long to allow us to pick up Bella before my appointment.
All in all, BH2 is doing great!
Weight: 3.4 lbs
Percentile: Just over 50th percentile
Heart rate: 140s
Amniotic Fluid: 15.5 (normal: 5 – 25)
Position: Head angled down by my right leg, facing forward. Legs bent and crossed at the time – directed to my left shoulder. BH2’s spine is on top of mine.
Measurements: matching my weeks
Est. Due Date: Still New Year’s Eve!
Gender: One of them for sure.
My OB had expressed concern because I was measuring too small. (Which of course, catapulted me into a feverish state of worry and research and more worry.)
In the days that I waited for my ultrasound, I was incredibly intentional about my nutrition, dietary habits, sleep positions, rest, hydration status, physical activity and cautious during my play with Bella. I had convinced myself that I could fix this measurement problem in the week before the ultrasound. Ha!
I had really wanted Bella to be there for the appointment, unfortunately Charles and I both got held up at work too long to allow us to pick up Bella before my appointment.
All in all, BH2 is doing great!
Weight: 3.4 lbs
Percentile: Just over 50th percentile
Heart rate: 140s
Amniotic Fluid: 15.5 (normal: 5 – 25)
Position: Head angled down by my right leg, facing forward. Legs bent and crossed at the time – directed to my left shoulder. BH2’s spine is on top of mine.
Measurements: matching my weeks
Est. Due Date: Still New Year’s Eve!
Gender: One of them for sure.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Drama on the Playground
Bella: Mia wasn't talking to me today.
Me: Why wasn't Mia talking to you today?
Bella: Because I was playing with Cash (a little boy in their class).
Me: She didn't like that you were playing with Cash?
Bella: No, because Cash was my baby.
Oh. my. goodness.
Here's another one from the church playground this weekend. All the kids including Bella were outside after the service, playing, running, climbing on the equipment. Charles and I went out to collect Bella, so we called to her and she came running over in tears.
Me: What's wrong? Why are you crying?
Bella: Because all the other kids keep playing with Brandon.
Me: Honey, you're all playing together! It's ok...
Bella: But I want to play with Brandon!
Meanwhile, Brandon has come over and started tickling her as she tries to squirm away.
We walk away and she says, "I want to see Brandon again!"
What is going on?!
Me: Why wasn't Mia talking to you today?
Bella: Because I was playing with Cash (a little boy in their class).
Me: She didn't like that you were playing with Cash?
Bella: No, because Cash was my baby.
Oh. my. goodness.
Here's another one from the church playground this weekend. All the kids including Bella were outside after the service, playing, running, climbing on the equipment. Charles and I went out to collect Bella, so we called to her and she came running over in tears.
Me: What's wrong? Why are you crying?
Bella: Because all the other kids keep playing with Brandon.
Me: Honey, you're all playing together! It's ok...
Bella: But I want to play with Brandon!
Meanwhile, Brandon has come over and started tickling her as she tries to squirm away.
We walk away and she says, "I want to see Brandon again!"
What is going on?!
Why am I Surprised?
Why am I so surprised that God knew just what I needed this weekend?
Saturday I was feeling exasperated, out of patience, at my ropes' end, helpless, hopeless, and full of self pity. Attractive, right?
Work has been incredibly stressful due to recent events at the hospital. All of us in administration have been operating in crisis mode, knee-jerk reactions, bottom lines, and damage control. My hours have been long, the work endless. The projects and committees continue to form.
My body has been tiring, slowing. It has been getting more difficult to help Bella get dressed, get on and off the potty, play. Sleep is elusive.
And, to top it off, Charles' unexpected injury which put him on the bench for several days.
I just felt like I couldn't be pulled any more and I felt like a disappointment.
That night, Charles felt well enough to keep Bella while I went to a women's outreach event with the girls from church.
Sometimes, all you need is a little perspective. The women's shelter facilitator came to speak to us about the ladies that come to the drop-in center, their struggles, their stories, and their successes.
Abuse.
Desperation.
Homelessness.
Abandonment.
Addiction.
Their children taken away.
Perspective.
God knew just what I needed to yank me from my hole. Surprise, surprise.
I quickly took stock of all the wonderful things in our life and counted all my blessings as I put together care packages of socks, deodorant, shampoo, etc for women who had real struggles.
My mountain turned back into an anthill -- maybe even smaller.
Saturday I was feeling exasperated, out of patience, at my ropes' end, helpless, hopeless, and full of self pity. Attractive, right?
Work has been incredibly stressful due to recent events at the hospital. All of us in administration have been operating in crisis mode, knee-jerk reactions, bottom lines, and damage control. My hours have been long, the work endless. The projects and committees continue to form.
My body has been tiring, slowing. It has been getting more difficult to help Bella get dressed, get on and off the potty, play. Sleep is elusive.
And, to top it off, Charles' unexpected injury which put him on the bench for several days.
I just felt like I couldn't be pulled any more and I felt like a disappointment.
That night, Charles felt well enough to keep Bella while I went to a women's outreach event with the girls from church.
Sometimes, all you need is a little perspective. The women's shelter facilitator came to speak to us about the ladies that come to the drop-in center, their struggles, their stories, and their successes.
Abuse.
Desperation.
Homelessness.
Abandonment.
Addiction.
Their children taken away.
Perspective.
God knew just what I needed to yank me from my hole. Surprise, surprise.
I quickly took stock of all the wonderful things in our life and counted all my blessings as I put together care packages of socks, deodorant, shampoo, etc for women who had real struggles.
My mountain turned back into an anthill -- maybe even smaller.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
30 Weeks
I had my 30 week check up on Friday. I should find out early this week about my glucose tolerance test. No signs of preterm labor. The only thing she did say was that I was measuring small for being 30 weeks. She ordered an ultrasound for Thursday to get more accurate measurements. It didn't occur to me to be worried about it until I came home and Charles asked if we should be concerned. So, of course, I started googling and web MD-ing...and needless to say, I'm worried.
Have I been eating right?
Is my placenta doing it's job?
Did I eat something dangerous?
Intrauterine growth restriction?
Low amniotic fluid?
And that's not even the tip of the iceberg.
Four more days until the ultrasound...
Have I been eating right?
Is my placenta doing it's job?
Did I eat something dangerous?
Intrauterine growth restriction?
Low amniotic fluid?
And that's not even the tip of the iceberg.
Four more days until the ultrasound...
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Go, Team, Go!
I couldn't resist buying this outfit! I went to Walmart (I hate going to Walmart), but I was buying things to make care packages for a women's shelter. Anyhow, came across this WSU cheerleader outfit -- the only one in a sea of UW gear (boo, hiss). Wasn't cheap, but Charles never balks at WSU paraphernalia. I think she's flipping adorable in it! Charles agreed, but saw a flash forward image of her 16 years from now! Yikes!
Friday, October 15, 2010
The Tendon Repair
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Here's Charles immediately after his procedure. Still pretty groggy in this picture..JPG)
Here we are heading home. Bella was a little afraid of hurting daddy's arm.Charles' surgery went well. The doctor was able to reconnect the tendons with a solid connection and little else was involved. He repaired the cut artery as well. Though it was just a minor surgery compared to many, we're always relieved when it goes without a hitch. Charles has months of rehab ahead of him with a goal of being able to carry our new baby by the time BH2 arrives. For the next several weeks, Charles is not to lift more than 1/2 - 1 pound with his left arm.
Though this has been an unfortunate slip up and minor bump in the road, I like to think of it as a forced rest period for Charles. He's been going at 150 mph since he started this job, 24/7 and friends, coworkers, and I all think this will be a good respite for him.
Today he's managed to squeak out a couple of work e-mails, but for the most part, he has rested, slept, and taken advantage of his pain meds.
This will be a nice change of pace.
Though this has been an unfortunate slip up and minor bump in the road, I like to think of it as a forced rest period for Charles. He's been going at 150 mph since he started this job, 24/7 and friends, coworkers, and I all think this will be a good respite for him.
Today he's managed to squeak out a couple of work e-mails, but for the most part, he has rested, slept, and taken advantage of his pain meds.
This will be a nice change of pace.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Cuts Like a Knife
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Our Sunday night was progressing quite typically; Josh was coming over with his girls to play and hang out. I was in the bathroom with Bella getting one leg in her pull up -- when all of I sudden I hear shouting from Charles and hear him running to the kitchen sink.I leave Bella (one leg in and one leg out) to see what the commotion was and just saw his right hand clenching his left and blood spurting between the fingers. I quickly went into nurse mode and tried to figure out what happened. He tells me he stabbed himself - lots of blood splatter. He's holding so tight that his right hand's knuckles have gone white... in the meantime, Charles has also gone pale as a ghost though he's not squeamish with blood at all. He started to break into a cold sweat. I grabbed a chair and sat him down before he could pass out (though he didn't thankfully).
At this point he won't let go for me to see it or dress it. His thumb, where he's finally told me he stabbed himself, was blue at the end from the pressure. Apparently, Charles was rewiring behind the TV and cutting some cables when the knife slipped. I examined the living room and found blood splatter as far as the other side of the room and in various places on the floor. (The CSI freak in me confirmed the blood was arterial based on blood splatter; he had cut an artery.)
I called Josh to tell him to turn around because we would need to head to the ER for stitches. He offered to come over anyway and watch Bella since the girls really wanted to see each other. They arrived and Charles finally recovered and let me bandage his wound. (We've got the coolest first aid bag, by the way).
The funny thing is that you'd think we'd go to Charles' ER. Not so, my friends, not so. Charles, always thinking of work like he is, wanted to go to his competitors free standing emergency department. (For those of you that don't know, Charles proposed, planned and is building a free standing ED in Redmond.) So, we passed his hospital by 20 minutes just to go check out the competitors. Sheesh. (Bonus: this place was near the Krispy Kreme...)
Stitches, antibiotics and a recommendation to follow up with the hand doctor is what we left the emergency room with. Charles still cannot move his thumb at all and we worry he has damaged the tendons some how. I'm crossing my fingers (haha) that it's just the inflammation that's preventing movement.
I left Charles to get ready to leave and I assigned Bella to keep an eye on daddy. As I left the room, I hear Bella ask, "Daddy, are you ok? You have an owie?"
Careful with sharp objects, kiddo.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Emergency Preparedness Fair
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Charles and his team host an emergency preparedness fair annually at his hospital. Bella and I, devoted child & wife, always make an appearance to support daddy. We learn about disaster planning, collect bags of freebies from vendors, check out emergency vehicles, and watch demonstrations. Fun, fun. Bella was actually crying in this picture, wanting to get down. Smile, and you can get down. Mommy wants a picture.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Dear BH2
We can't wait to meet you.
Your sister is especially excited, but I wonder what in her mind she has conjured up thinking about you. She talks about you all the time and already, she is protective of you. She hesitates to hug me because she doesn't want to squish you. Do you know that that's your sister giving you raspberries - that thunderous noise you hear randomly throughout the day, yeah, that one. That's your big sis. She also gives you kisses. When she comes home from school, she runs up to me and lifts my shirt up so she can see how much you've grown. She calls you her baby. She says, "Mommy, you have my baby!"
About your sister... you'll have to cut her some slack. She's had us all to herself for three years. She may not share well right away and she may be a little rough with you. But I'm guessing you're a pretty tough cookie (like your sister). Bella may over hug and over squeeze, but in time she'll learn that she's got to be gentle with you. She's been practicing with her baby Sally and so far, Sally's in pretty good shape.
I wish there was a way to catch you up on all the places we've been and all the things we've done, all of our little family's history. Someday we'll show you all the pictures and share with you all the memories from before you came -- I'm sure you'll grow tired of the same old stories one day. Except for pictures, I'll soon not remember life before you, just as I can't imagine life without Bella.
I can't wait for all the new memories our little family of four will make. I picture you and Bella together all the time -- in the backseat on a road trip, at restaurants, at playgrounds, on rides, sitting on Santa's lap. My imagination runs wild with thoughts of all four of us laughing and playing, giggling and holding hands and I turn into a sappy, happy pile of mush. (Which I'm sure you'll grow weary of as well... every time you have a first...)
I know my schedule hasn't been easy on you (then again, you're not exactly taking it easy on mommy either!). I'm up early and on the go all day; I know I don't get enough sleep. My job is stressful and emotional and perhaps you'd like some more balance and regularity in there. I enjoy you poking and playing with me during meetings; I'm sure my colleagues wonder what I'm smiling about. People at work are always asking me if I'm ok, because I've always got my hands on my belly. If only they knew we were holding hands and high-fiving. I love having you with me all day.
Your daddy is amazing. He's super excited to meet you. What you'll learn about daddy is that he's got banks of energy like nobody else. He works hard and the gears in his mind are always turning. Daddy likes to make up silly songs and they'll stick with you until you're old. Daddy's pretty much a natural at being a dad. When you get stronger he'll roll around on the floor with you, toss you in the air, have tickle wars, and he'll teach you many things that I can't teach you. He loves you fiercely.
We can't wait to meet you.
Your sister is especially excited, but I wonder what in her mind she has conjured up thinking about you. She talks about you all the time and already, she is protective of you. She hesitates to hug me because she doesn't want to squish you. Do you know that that's your sister giving you raspberries - that thunderous noise you hear randomly throughout the day, yeah, that one. That's your big sis. She also gives you kisses. When she comes home from school, she runs up to me and lifts my shirt up so she can see how much you've grown. She calls you her baby. She says, "Mommy, you have my baby!"
About your sister... you'll have to cut her some slack. She's had us all to herself for three years. She may not share well right away and she may be a little rough with you. But I'm guessing you're a pretty tough cookie (like your sister). Bella may over hug and over squeeze, but in time she'll learn that she's got to be gentle with you. She's been practicing with her baby Sally and so far, Sally's in pretty good shape.
I wish there was a way to catch you up on all the places we've been and all the things we've done, all of our little family's history. Someday we'll show you all the pictures and share with you all the memories from before you came -- I'm sure you'll grow tired of the same old stories one day. Except for pictures, I'll soon not remember life before you, just as I can't imagine life without Bella.
I can't wait for all the new memories our little family of four will make. I picture you and Bella together all the time -- in the backseat on a road trip, at restaurants, at playgrounds, on rides, sitting on Santa's lap. My imagination runs wild with thoughts of all four of us laughing and playing, giggling and holding hands and I turn into a sappy, happy pile of mush. (Which I'm sure you'll grow weary of as well... every time you have a first...)
I know my schedule hasn't been easy on you (then again, you're not exactly taking it easy on mommy either!). I'm up early and on the go all day; I know I don't get enough sleep. My job is stressful and emotional and perhaps you'd like some more balance and regularity in there. I enjoy you poking and playing with me during meetings; I'm sure my colleagues wonder what I'm smiling about. People at work are always asking me if I'm ok, because I've always got my hands on my belly. If only they knew we were holding hands and high-fiving. I love having you with me all day.
Your daddy is amazing. He's super excited to meet you. What you'll learn about daddy is that he's got banks of energy like nobody else. He works hard and the gears in his mind are always turning. Daddy likes to make up silly songs and they'll stick with you until you're old. Daddy's pretty much a natural at being a dad. When you get stronger he'll roll around on the floor with you, toss you in the air, have tickle wars, and he'll teach you many things that I can't teach you. He loves you fiercely.
We can't wait to meet you.
28 weeks
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Side ruching = seriously flattering. My bump looks half the size than in my other clothes. Maybe if I wore ruched tops all the time people would stop guessing that I was due any day now!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
BH2 Update
Let's see if I can come up with baby's first list of 10:
- Baby is most likely a fox trotting boxer and a soccer player - simultaneously.
- Baby is most active at night - just as I'm trying to sleep. Starting early!
- My belly is measuring a centimeter smaller than it should be. (Take that all of you who gawk at the fact that I still have 3 months left!)
- Baby feels like he/she's super low, really putting the pressure on my bladder.
- Baby and I have our glucose tolerance test next week.
- Baby is wreaking havoc on my hips and back.
- Baby is giving me heartburn!
- If Baby is a boy, we've got his name set.
- If Baby is a girl, we've got a first name and we're still working on a middle name.
- BH2 already has his/her first package of newborn swaddlers waiting for him/her. (Thanks to cousin Josiah who couldn't use them!)
- Baby is already soooooo loved by soooooooooo many!
A Bella Update
- We buy her tops in 4T, her pants in 3T, and her shoes in 8 - 9. Such a big girl!
- Me: "Bella. Knock, knock." Bella: "Come in!"
- She tells me stories about her friends at daycare. For example, she came home the other day and said, "Claire was throwing dirt. I don't like her throwing dirt. She got a time out because she was throwing dirt. Throwing dirt is not nice."
- She also tells on her friends, i.e., "So and so pushed me by the car and he got a time out. We don't push or we get a time out."
- Bella asks if she can play her games on "Daddy's iPad".
- At bedtime, I usually read her a book and then she likes to read it back to me. It's super cute how she flips the pages and tells me about the pictures.
- Bella tries to postpone us leaving her room at bedtime by calling to us (as we walk out), "Mommy, I have a kiss for you!" (and of course I have to go back in and get my kiss!)
- She loves to give my belly raspberries "to wake the baby up".
- We're currently giving her eye medication twice a day. She had been telling us "there's a bump in my eye", so we pulled her eyelid down and saw that she had a large inflamed, red area under her eyes. We took her to her pediatrician and we tried allergy meds for a week, to no avail. So, we got a referral to a pediatric ophthalmologist and now we are trying steroid eye drops for a week. On another note, she got a complete eye exam and we learned Bella has 20/15 vision! She passed all her eye exams with flying colors!
- Potty training update: if we take her every half hour to an hour, she does not use her pull ups. However, she still will not tell us she needs to go. We need to try harder - it's just hard not being home for long stretches. It doesn't help that our friends of older girls and multiple children are now advising us to just wait since Bella will most likely regress once baby is born anyway. Biggest. Frustration. Ever.
- Bella's uber snuggly. Not sure if it's a regular stage or a result of baby coming... No matter what the reason, I'm really loving snuggly Bella and enjoying precious moments with her.
It All Catches Up
It was bound to catch up to us. Hard and full work weeks sandwiched between busy, fast, and sleepless weekends finally got us. This past weekend Town Hall was down for the count with cold symptoms. Boo. Friday was restful as we stuck to our evening routine. On Saturday Charles and Pastor Fred headed to Covington for an outreach seminar. I had originally planned on going as well - we even had a sitter in place (Pastor's girls were going to watch Bella), but I was on call, so I had to cancel. However, I did take the girls up on the babysitting for some much needed "momma" time.
I felt a little guilty, but I convinced myself that errands and shopping would be more efficient if I went alone. Plus, Bella loves playing with Kendra & Claire. Getting her in and out of the car and in and out of carts - the thought overwhelmed me. (See? I'm still trying to convince myself that it was ok for me to take some time to myself...) I ran about town adding to my maternity wardrobe - quite successfully, I might add.
I picked Bella up after about 4 hours and we went home, snuggled, and fell fast asleep. Charles came home shortly after and we simply hunkered down as we all were starting to feel sick. Same can be said for Sunday after church.
And, now we're back to the grind just two days into our work week... hopefully we'll be able to enjoy this coming weekend!
I felt a little guilty, but I convinced myself that errands and shopping would be more efficient if I went alone. Plus, Bella loves playing with Kendra & Claire. Getting her in and out of the car and in and out of carts - the thought overwhelmed me. (See? I'm still trying to convince myself that it was ok for me to take some time to myself...) I ran about town adding to my maternity wardrobe - quite successfully, I might add.
I picked Bella up after about 4 hours and we went home, snuggled, and fell fast asleep. Charles came home shortly after and we simply hunkered down as we all were starting to feel sick. Same can be said for Sunday after church.
And, now we're back to the grind just two days into our work week... hopefully we'll be able to enjoy this coming weekend!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Weekend Recap: Sept 25-26
The Halls had another jam packed weekend full of friends and festivities. On Friday, after work I sped home to Mill Creek to ready the homestead for girls' night. Of course, I prepped too much food, but in the end it turned out to be a good thing considering I burned an entire batch of feta bruschetta. The ladies brought plenty of other appetizers to suffice and we enjoyed an evening of margaritas and pina coladas (with an occasional mocktail for Laura and I) until well past midnight. Exhaustion eventually overcame us and the husbands called with an S.O.S.: "We're out of brownies and Barbie movies, are you coming home soon?" Charles and Bella had a father-daughter date to the movies and she came home talking non-stop about it!
Since this mama isn't used to late nights after a busy work week, I slept in (thanks to Charles and Bella) and then we proceeded to lounge in our jammies until the early afternoon. We eventually got dressed and headed out for some "back to school" shopping. After successfully replenishing Bella's wardrobe with better fitting fall attire, we headed onto Grandma Joan's for a birthday dinner for Josh, Melina, and Rico and into another late evening.
Sunday morning brought church and a great sermon about remembering that we are God-made, not self-made. That we are not self-made success stories, but rather, God-made. Great reminder that we should always point our blessings and successes toward God rather than ourselves. After church, we had friends and their 5 kids over for barbecue and football! Talk about a full house of kids. Bella has taken a particular liking to one of their kids, Brandon. They look for each other at church and then attack each other with tickles as soon as they can escape their pews. The kids must have run a thousand miles in our house!
After the game, our friends left and Charles headed to the office to get some work done and Bella and I were left to resume our Sunday evening routines.
Phew. Keep the busy weekends coming - I love it! This coming weekend brings a church conference on outreach (which I'll attend with Charles if we can get a sitter) and then another favorite fall fair: Issaquah Salmon Days. Love, love, love.
Since this mama isn't used to late nights after a busy work week, I slept in (thanks to Charles and Bella) and then we proceeded to lounge in our jammies until the early afternoon. We eventually got dressed and headed out for some "back to school" shopping. After successfully replenishing Bella's wardrobe with better fitting fall attire, we headed onto Grandma Joan's for a birthday dinner for Josh, Melina, and Rico and into another late evening.
Sunday morning brought church and a great sermon about remembering that we are God-made, not self-made. That we are not self-made success stories, but rather, God-made. Great reminder that we should always point our blessings and successes toward God rather than ourselves. After church, we had friends and their 5 kids over for barbecue and football! Talk about a full house of kids. Bella has taken a particular liking to one of their kids, Brandon. They look for each other at church and then attack each other with tickles as soon as they can escape their pews. The kids must have run a thousand miles in our house!
After the game, our friends left and Charles headed to the office to get some work done and Bella and I were left to resume our Sunday evening routines.
Phew. Keep the busy weekends coming - I love it! This coming weekend brings a church conference on outreach (which I'll attend with Charles if we can get a sitter) and then another favorite fall fair: Issaquah Salmon Days. Love, love, love.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I Must Have Been Momentarily Crazy
I can't believe I put Bella on a roller coaster ride. The entire time, my heart was beating outside of my chest. As she slid across the seat with each sharp turn, I held my breath. Lindsey and I sang a chorus of "Ohmygosh, ohmygosh, ohmygosh..." until they were through.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
A glimpse
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As we were out "back to school" shopping for Bella, I caught a glimpse of myself in one of the mirrors (and Bella) and caught it to share.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Our Glee Was Free...
...at the Puyallup Fair!
That was the theme to this year's fair and also this region's largest fair. This weekend's plans initially entailed a quiet Saturday of lounging, napping, cleaning up, and laundry - but around noon we decided to hit up the Puyallup with a group of friends. Our friends were originally planning on going Sunday, which eliminated us since we already had plans. But with an 80% chance of rain threatening on Sunday, they decided to go on Saturday instead -- hooray, we could go!
So, imagine 5 little girls who were mobile (various ages from just over 2 to 4), 2 infants (4 & 6 months old), my womb child, and 8 parents trying to navigate and herd our children to and fro throughout HUGE crowds and uber stimulating rides. The head counts were endless. At one point I thought we had had 8 children and started to panic at the thought of losing some. Blame it on the pregnant brain. We had 2 wagons, 2 strollers, and 2 ergos. All the mobile girls had brown curly hair and they were all just barely tall enough to ride the rides. The day was long, but full of laughing (both adults and kids)...ZERO NAPS, 5 faces painted, 3 elephant ears, 2 bricks of curly fries, lots of barbecue, highly coordinated potty breaks, and a few meltdowns were had, but we made it. Did I mention it was sprinkling/raining the whole time? It's amazing how much $$ you spend at fairs - but it's almost obligatory, you can't go and not have fair food and ride the expensive rides!
By 9 p.m. Bella was falling over in the wagon as she passed out and it was raining buckets - so we laid her down in the wagon, covered her in rain coats and made the muddy trek to the car. I was glad to have an excuse to leave because my feet were on fire and my back was screaming in agony by 9 p.m. and I could hardly walk to the car. The next morning I felt like I'd been in a car accident.
Sunday offered no rest for the weary. I'd planned on making my dish for our friend Laura's baby shower on Saturday night, but the Puyallup obviously took priority. So, Sunday morning I achingly got up, made the dish, got Bella ready, and made it to church (a little late). The men and the kids all went over to our house for beer, pizza, and football while we girls enjoyed showering Laura with baby girl gear! It was fun to see what's been invented in the last three years! The shower was adorable and super enjoyable.
Post - shower I went home to see what damage was done to the home front (surprisingly not much considering all the kids and men-folk) and Charles, Bella, and I all took a nap on the sofa.
What a weekend. I'm exhausted just writing about it!
That was the theme to this year's fair and also this region's largest fair. This weekend's plans initially entailed a quiet Saturday of lounging, napping, cleaning up, and laundry - but around noon we decided to hit up the Puyallup with a group of friends. Our friends were originally planning on going Sunday, which eliminated us since we already had plans. But with an 80% chance of rain threatening on Sunday, they decided to go on Saturday instead -- hooray, we could go!
So, imagine 5 little girls who were mobile (various ages from just over 2 to 4), 2 infants (4 & 6 months old), my womb child, and 8 parents trying to navigate and herd our children to and fro throughout HUGE crowds and uber stimulating rides. The head counts were endless. At one point I thought we had had 8 children and started to panic at the thought of losing some. Blame it on the pregnant brain. We had 2 wagons, 2 strollers, and 2 ergos. All the mobile girls had brown curly hair and they were all just barely tall enough to ride the rides. The day was long, but full of laughing (both adults and kids)...ZERO NAPS, 5 faces painted, 3 elephant ears, 2 bricks of curly fries, lots of barbecue, highly coordinated potty breaks, and a few meltdowns were had, but we made it. Did I mention it was sprinkling/raining the whole time? It's amazing how much $$ you spend at fairs - but it's almost obligatory, you can't go and not have fair food and ride the expensive rides!
By 9 p.m. Bella was falling over in the wagon as she passed out and it was raining buckets - so we laid her down in the wagon, covered her in rain coats and made the muddy trek to the car. I was glad to have an excuse to leave because my feet were on fire and my back was screaming in agony by 9 p.m. and I could hardly walk to the car. The next morning I felt like I'd been in a car accident.
Sunday offered no rest for the weary. I'd planned on making my dish for our friend Laura's baby shower on Saturday night, but the Puyallup obviously took priority. So, Sunday morning I achingly got up, made the dish, got Bella ready, and made it to church (a little late). The men and the kids all went over to our house for beer, pizza, and football while we girls enjoyed showering Laura with baby girl gear! It was fun to see what's been invented in the last three years! The shower was adorable and super enjoyable.
Post - shower I went home to see what damage was done to the home front (surprisingly not much considering all the kids and men-folk) and Charles, Bella, and I all took a nap on the sofa.
What a weekend. I'm exhausted just writing about it!
Friday, September 17, 2010
BH2: 24th Week
In 24 weeks my net weight gain is 12 pounds. I didn't gain weight in my first trimester, but I've made up for it and can feel it. Everything is measuring just right and moving along just as it should.
I'm getting really excited to meet this tyke!
Charles and I wandered up to the Mother/Infant unit after my doctor's appointment and because Charles is who he is, the manager jumped at the chance of giving us our own private little tour. Sometimes it's nice to have connections. The rooms and equipment brought a wave of memories and emotions to the front of my mind and suddenly, it became real real. I can't wait to have this baby!
I didn't wear scrubs today because I was planning on a half day (for my doctor's appointment) and three, THREE, people stopped me to say, "I had no idea you were pregnant!" So you thought I was just large and waddled all this time?! I'm going to think positive and believe that the scrubs just concealed my growing soccer ball.
Baby is throwing jabs and kicks left and right at all hours of the day and I enjoy it as if it were the first time each time. I still have zero inclination about a gender and haven't really thought about it much - I'm super excited to be surprised again. It's the way to go if you ask me!
Feeling good, just lacking in the sleep department. The pillows, rolls, lumbar support and neck pillow have all been deployed this week with varying results. Some nights I manage to stay in bed and other nights I have to get up, pace around the house, read a few pages of a book before I can fall asleep again. All part of the deal!
Our next appointment is in 4 weeks and that will involve the whole exam to check for signs of pre-term labor and the glucose tolerance test... After that appointment, we meet again in 3 weeks, then every 2...
Church ladies are planning to throw a baby shower - which is only slightly awkward because we've only been going for 9 months or so and I don't feel like I've gotten to know the ladies other than the 30-somethings. Laura (who's baby shower is this weekend) and Julie (who's youngest of 5 is just a few months old) are the driving forces and have insisted that I don't have a choice in the matter - they want to throw a shower. My only choice is, before or after the baby comes? So, in an effort to decide, I went online to browse and perhaps start a registry but I didn't get very far. We don't need much of anything in the way of baby gear... we've got the pumps, the bottles, the nipples, the furniture, blankets galore, bedding, bags -- I could hardly think of a dozen things. There are a few big ticket items we need before baby comes (car seats since we sold Bella's stroller/car seat system) and some "luxury" (not necessary) things that would be nice. So, if baby's a boy, it would be nice to have the shower after to get some boy clothes and things... Or, they suggested it could be a diaper and gift card shower if I choose before... decisions, decisions. What would you do come baby #2?
I'm getting really excited to meet this tyke!
Charles and I wandered up to the Mother/Infant unit after my doctor's appointment and because Charles is who he is, the manager jumped at the chance of giving us our own private little tour. Sometimes it's nice to have connections. The rooms and equipment brought a wave of memories and emotions to the front of my mind and suddenly, it became real real. I can't wait to have this baby!
I didn't wear scrubs today because I was planning on a half day (for my doctor's appointment) and three, THREE, people stopped me to say, "I had no idea you were pregnant!" So you thought I was just large and waddled all this time?! I'm going to think positive and believe that the scrubs just concealed my growing soccer ball.
Baby is throwing jabs and kicks left and right at all hours of the day and I enjoy it as if it were the first time each time. I still have zero inclination about a gender and haven't really thought about it much - I'm super excited to be surprised again. It's the way to go if you ask me!
Feeling good, just lacking in the sleep department. The pillows, rolls, lumbar support and neck pillow have all been deployed this week with varying results. Some nights I manage to stay in bed and other nights I have to get up, pace around the house, read a few pages of a book before I can fall asleep again. All part of the deal!
Our next appointment is in 4 weeks and that will involve the whole exam to check for signs of pre-term labor and the glucose tolerance test... After that appointment, we meet again in 3 weeks, then every 2...
Church ladies are planning to throw a baby shower - which is only slightly awkward because we've only been going for 9 months or so and I don't feel like I've gotten to know the ladies other than the 30-somethings. Laura (who's baby shower is this weekend) and Julie (who's youngest of 5 is just a few months old) are the driving forces and have insisted that I don't have a choice in the matter - they want to throw a shower. My only choice is, before or after the baby comes? So, in an effort to decide, I went online to browse and perhaps start a registry but I didn't get very far. We don't need much of anything in the way of baby gear... we've got the pumps, the bottles, the nipples, the furniture, blankets galore, bedding, bags -- I could hardly think of a dozen things. There are a few big ticket items we need before baby comes (car seats since we sold Bella's stroller/car seat system) and some "luxury" (not necessary) things that would be nice. So, if baby's a boy, it would be nice to have the shower after to get some boy clothes and things... Or, they suggested it could be a diaper and gift card shower if I choose before... decisions, decisions. What would you do come baby #2?
Yikes!
We picked up Bella at school today and I was floored - floored - to find her first ever permission slip for a field trip in her cubby. Really? Is she old enough for a field trip? I just stared at it and read it repeatedly.
Must resist temptation to take day off and be a chaperone...
Must let Bella grow up just a bit...
This is where they are headed: http://www.south47farm.com/
For two hours, they will be off-site...she will be in a vehicle driven by someone else...she will be supervised by someone else in a large, public place... scary!
Must resist temptation to take day off and be a chaperone...
Must let Bella grow up just a bit...
This is where they are headed: http://www.south47farm.com/
For two hours, they will be off-site...she will be in a vehicle driven by someone else...she will be supervised by someone else in a large, public place... scary!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Saturday Drive
Again, love, love, love exploring this state. This past Saturday the fam loaded into the Jeep for a leisurely afternoon drive. Our destination was Ross Lake in the Northern Cascades. It was supposed to be a 3 hour drive out. We left at one. Didn't get home until midnight. We stopped a lot and explored a lot of scenic viewpoints. We saw one beautiful scene and waterfall and glacier lake after another. Breathtaking. On another note, Bella is an incredibly great road tripper. She's never created a fuss on road trips. Never. She can go hours and hours and hours in the car without so much as a complaint or whine. Even when Papa Goofy took her on day-long drives during his last visit he commented on what a good road tripper she is. We don't even have to give her anything to do! She just talks and sings and points things out along the way. We. are. lucky. Who knows how BH2 will travel...
Bella's Class
Here's Bella's class! Most of these kiddos have been with Tree of Life since Bella started. The girls are inseparable. It's so cute!
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